misc musings - and it's july...

Realised I haven't posted anything in about a week. I get so excited about things--love the novelty of it, the newness and possibility of it. So I was posting a scary consistent amount until...I was not. Plus veifei's ship week creeps ever closer, and so I've been trying (key word trying) to focus on that. May do an entirely separate update on all the fic writing attempting though! It's so incredibly warm here, and the heat is bothering me along with just about everything else; I have been going on more walks, recently. My mood has been all sorts of weird, and now it's July and I'm not feeling The Best about it (I have a busy month ahead). I am thinking of doing the sunshine revival challenge, but I do fear the timing isn't great (but also it would be a good chance to get a bit more stuck in with the dw community side of things...I'm undecided). The warm weather is sucking the life out me, which is mostly inconvenient because I wanted to write today. To be honest though, today hasn't been all that great anyway, and I think I'm just feeling emotionally wrung out, and a little sensitive. Not sure how to cheer myself up. But anyway! I've also finished up some seasonal anime, so maybe hopefully I can write up an entry of my closing thoughts (no matter how semi-coherent). I think I've been feeling self conscious about just...putting my thoughts/writings online lately, and it's sucking the joy out of fandom a bit. I am trying to push through the feeling though. My thoughts are all over the place (I'm sure you can tell). 

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