bloomingsite | misc musings

yesterday morning i was Completely fine, but halfway through the day started sneezing and chalked it up to allergies. fast forward to the evening, and the sneezing hasn't stopped. plus i started feeling head achey, i think. that and the heat was killer--in retrospect, maybe i was feverish? anyway, i watched some anime (mainly caught up on apocalypse hotel) and then had the WORST sleep. like wow.

silver lining was waking up at five and watching the sunrise, but my throat was in excruciating pain (i say excruciating, but i am just really sensitive to pain). the timing is honestly a little cruel--i had plans today, and on saturday too :( today i've been dozing off on the sofa and watching youtube videos and not much else. my brain feels sluggish and i didn't have the energy to write or even read, anything requiring some brain power tbh. hilariously, as i was in the throes of pain last night i self soothed by imagining vein getting sick (because i need to put vein and not just xia fei in situations LMAO. hypocritical seeing as next on the wip queue is veifei vampire fic, with a sick!xf. but anyway). i might continue playing love curse, maybe try nyx's route finally, since that's not too high energy. having said that, it's also getting late, and i think my brother said we could watch a movie.

i am so grateful for my mum, though, cos even though i know she's in pain (had a fall and fractured her ankle) she made me fish soup and pasta, and some lemon and ginger tea. if i had gotten this sick back at uni i probably would have been way more depressed, and taken longer to feel better too.

hoping and praying and wishing on a star, whatever really, that i get a good night's sleep and wake up Not feeling like death tomorrow.

<3